So tell me what's the deal

So I've been talking to strangers online which i get to chat to random people on that site. what i could tell is they tend to have this feeling of bad side of all men have; which is sex. its been my issue these days that actually sex have been the same way over many years, its about pleasure in many types but in the same act. between woman and man. i cant seem to have to differentiate that. but still people tend to drive themselves to act like an animals. its geli thing for me to say. but it happens.

i dont know what people want in their life but i would say pleasure would be the thing that always people been doing over their time. i would be the one who been going trough this thing over and over again. and my pleasure didnt stop there. i should be known that we have another kind of side who is evil. this evil drives us to make bad things and that bad things prevents our sight to see bad things rather than good things.

i dont know what to say anymore as i myself is harly going through this kind of stuff that i myself cant control my metality. its surreal to say that i even dont know what myself want. i want to create my alter ego that myself can be proud of. i want to make myself proud, not anyone else. i myself want to be happy without approval by anyone.

its true that people say introvert person tend to have that energy when they alone opposites to the extrovert